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artaluitheo — Sat, 01 Oct 2011 23:04:48 +0000

Viitor

artaluitheo — Sat, 25 Jun 2011 16:47:16 +0000

Acum ceva zile era cu niste prieteni si din vorba in vorba am ajuns la ce locuinte vrem sa avem cand o sa fim mari,cum sa fie inauntru,cate terase sa aive si ce panorama.Intrebarea mea a fost :si cum vreti sa obtineti aceste bunuri la care toata lumea viseaza dar nu toata lumea le primeste? …pauza…toti visau si nimeni nu stia sa raspunda la o intrebare de baza care nu te lasa sa visezi pana nu-i gasesti raspunsul.E urat cand nu sti ce sa faci cu viata ta,nu sti incotro s-o apuci.Termini liceul si dupaia…nu sti ce sa faci.Nu sti ce “te prinde” ca meserie, ce iti place.Stiti intr-un fel imi pare rau de acei oameni….Nu au daruri speciale,calitati deosebite,ceva prin care sa se faca remarcati sunt doar monotoni,terni(intotdeauna am fugit de asta) dar intr-un fel nu-mi pare pentru ca tu cat de mult copilaresti si iti place asta, trebuie sa te gandesti si la viitor.Pe de alta parte sunt invidioasa oarecum pe acest gen de oameni pentru ca nu au nici o grija.Eu spre deosebire de ei am avut intotdeauna in vedere ce voi face mai incolo iar asta nu e intotdeauna bine.Traieste-ti viata dar gandeste ca s-ar putea sa existe si ziua de maine.

wasted time and money

artaluitheo — Sat, 18 Jun 2011 17:32:11 +0000

MUZICAAA

artaluitheo — Mon, 06 Jun 2011 17:51:33 +0000

De ce trebuie sa ne ghidam atat dupa parerile celor din jur?Ok…inteleg la haine pentru ca na aspectul fizic conteaza indiferent de cliseele absurde pe care le auzi tot timpul (“conteaza cum esti pe dinauntru”).Sa zicem ca inteleg si la comportament sau cluburile care le frecventezi dar la muzica….frate!!! TREZITI-VA! Deja ma seaca toate comentariile care se fac in legatura cu muzica pe care o asculti(bineinteles acum sa nu ma intelegeti gresit, inca nu sunt de acord cu manelele).In fond,nu ar trebuii sa intereseze pe nimeni ce muzica asculti sau…daca intereseaza sa nu comenteze a ca uite ce cacaturi asculta ala si ala.Poate cacaturile alea chiar sunt frumoase si merg la suflet cu anumite versuri sau coloana sonora sau ceva.A da si inca ceva,de ce nu va place o melodie daca este comerciala?Cat de underground ar fi artistul acela va spun eu ca se bucura maxim cand melodiile lui sunt difuzate la radio si le stie o lume intreaga.Sunteti aberanti si penibili voi cei care criticati.Pun pariu pe ce vreti ca si voi ati ascultat o melodie comerciala fara sa spuneti la nimeni.Gandeste-te de doua ori inainte sa critici,si tu ai facut asta!

totul va fi bine

artaluitheo — Sun, 15 May 2011 20:11:30 +0000

Mda…probabil ati observat ca nu am mai scris de mult aici…Imi pare rau fata de cei care imi citesc blogul frecvent…si de ceilalti,de ce nu? Ei bine am trecut printr-o perioada grea si inca trec…nu vreau sa ma plang si nu vreau sa va fie mila de mine,vreau doar sa stiti ca nu merita sa pui la suflet nimic si ca intotdeauna o sa iasa soarele si pe strada ta.Trebuie sa fi optimist si sa gandesti pozitiv pentru ca numai atunci ti se vor indeplini toate visele.”SUNTEM CE GANDIM”-foarte bine spus! gandirea noastra influenteaza decisiv toate aspectele vietii.Sunt poate vorbe mari dar de retinut.Cat de greu ne este sa trecem peste anumite lucruri pana la urma toate se termina…si se termina cu bine…iar daca nu s-a terminat cu bine inseamna ca NU S-A TERMINAT.Totul va fi bine!

:D

artaluitheo — Sun, 17 Apr 2011 16:10:43 +0000

Ulei pe panza, se ofera careva sa-l cumpere?:))

prietenie

artaluitheo — Fri, 18 Mar 2011 11:52:20 +0000

Ce frumos este cand te trezesti intr-o ~~buna~~ zi si vezi ca nu mai ai nici un prieten,nimeni pe care sa te bizui,nimeni care sa te asculte,nimeni caruia sa-i pese de tine.Ei bine…acum am inteles ca defapt prietenia ca si iubirea este un sentiment/stare care este foarte greu de ajuns,tu nu ai decat impresia ca ai prieteni,defapt nu-i ai,nu exista asa ceva.Multi se dau prietenii tai doar pentru ca vor ceva de la tine,altii se dau prietenii tai doar pentru ca le place anturajul tau,ca e cool sa fii cu ala si cu ala,altii doar pentru a face putin misto de tine, pentru a te injosi.
Sincer eu ma deschid mai bine in fata unui necunoscut decat in fata unui prieten.Necunoscultul nu te stie,nu-i pasa de tine,nu-ti site viata cu suisurile si coborasurile ei,in schimb iti da niste sfaturi bestiale pe care le poti aplica peste tot.”Prietenul”,in schimb, te stie cum faci,cum reationezi,iti stie defectele,calitatile,punctele slabe si forte,si actioneaza dupa bunul plac.Greseala mea cea mai mare , pe care nu cred ca o voi redresa prea curand este ca am incredere in oameni,in amici,pentru ca si eu la randul meu sunt o persoana de incredere careia nu-i place sa i se faca vreun rau deci nici nu face rau.Din pacate nu toata lumea gandeste asa si cauta sa-i fie ei bine(nu contrazic ca nu fac si eu asta dar cu anumite limite care includ si persoanele de langa mine)iar prea putine persoane in ziua de azi iti poarta sentimentul acesta divin de prietenie (ca pana la urma tot sentiment este) ca sa faci si tu asa.Cred ca e mai bine sa fii egoist ca ceilalti pentru ca numai asa ajungi TU mare in viata…dar…totusi…nu cred ca as putea face asta…Este cel mai bine sa nu pui la suflet toate rahaturile care ti se intampla pentru ca numai asa te vei axa pe ce te intereseaza si numai asa iti va fii TIE bine.Sunt cuvinte mari pe care nici eu nu le aplic dar incerc cat de mult sa ma ghidez dupa ele.
Cu astfel de prieteni ti se epuizeaza increderea iar atunci cand va aparea in viata ta o persoana care cu adevarat merita asta nu i-o vei acorda nemaiavand incredere in nimeni.Multi fac greseala asta printre care ma numar si eu.Intotdeauna am dat la o parte persoanele care au tinut la mine si care m-au ajutat fara sa constientizez.Cu ocazia asta tin sa le multumesc si sper sa nu ma uite pentru ca nici eu nu-i voi uita.
Toate acestea vi le povestesc pentru ca de curand mi s-au intamplat niste chestii oribile legate de prietenie.Probabil le voi povestii cu alta ocazie,acum sunt prea deprimata pentru asta.
Ma rog…acum am invatat in sfarsit ca un prieten adevarat ”te vegheaza” din umbra nu ”te injunghie din umbra” iar increderea ta trebuie data numai persoanelor care iti dovedesc ca merita cu adevarat.

unghii :>

artaluitheo — Fri, 18 Mar 2011 11:19:58 +0000

IS IT LOVE? final part

artaluitheo — Tue, 08 Mar 2011 20:19:46 +0000

You: but you will broke my heart too
Stranger: Only for a time.
Stranger: But you will always have me with you.
You: and than when ill remember the same..
Stranger: And you can talk to me any time.
Stranger: And when you need me to touch you, I will.
Stranger: And then there will be someone near you who will do it instead.
Stranger: Your skin is so soft and smooth.
You: dont leave ”us”
Stranger: I have to go, and you have to sleep.
You: nooooo
Stranger: You will be an architect and some day I will walk through one of your buildings.
Stranger: I will try to find a way to talk to you again, and if I do, I will email you and tell you how.
Stranger: But even if I never do, you have to go be what you can be.
You: ….please promisse me that u will email me
You: and remember me
Stranger: I will remember you.
Stranger: But I refuse to lie to someone I love.
Stranger: I will TRY.
Stranger: But I am not perfect.
Stranger: I will try.
You: why you dont want to talk with me again?

Stranger: I do!

You: why you are like this
Stranger: When you learn about architecture you will learn that strengths are always paired with weaknesses.
Stranger: My strength to be what you need is paired with a weakness that means I have to run away, usually.
Stranger: But you have convinced me to TRY to stay.
Stranger: And I PROMISE you, T, I will TRY.
You: you make me cry J…
Stranger: But… I run away because I really am in love with you and if I keep it up I WILL try to find you.
Stranger: I’m sorry.
Stranger: I am very sorry.
Stranger: We can never be together but someone like me is out there for you.
Stranger: He’ll find you, or you will find him.
You: i found him already
Stranger: Do you mean me?
You: yes
Stranger: Oh, T, I am not for you.
Stranger: I am a ghost.
You: why?

Stranger: I am here only now.
You: no youre not…ghosts cant type
Stranger: How can we be together?
You: someday somehow well be together
You: if well keep in touch
Stranger: You could be right…
Stranger: But for now, I have to go.
Stranger: And you do too.
Stranger: So, feel my kiss.
You: nooo
Stranger: That’s for you.
You: please dont goo
Stranger: I have to go.
You: it will make me sad …
Stranger: I know, and me too.
You: you ghost
Stranger: I hate myself.
You: maybe i was just an experiment for you
Stranger: Don’t hurt me.
Stranger: You don’t believe that.
You: you hurt me….why should i not do it?
Stranger: OK, I deserve whatever you do.
Stranger: You are right.
You: i dont know a thing about you…i dont ven know ur age
Stranger: I don’t know your’s either.
You: evn*
You: even*
You: how old are you?
Stranger: Why does it matter?
You: it matters
You: for me
Stranger: If it matters why didn’t you tell me?

Stranger: It doesn’t matter.
You: cuz u never asked
Stranger: Why would I?
You: idk…
Stranger: I learned about you by talking to you.
You: i want to know ur age
Stranger: I don’t need to know how old your body is.
You: i need
Stranger: I have to go. I have to go now.
You: no
You: you will not close
You: this
Stranger: Please let me go.
You: i cant
You: believe me
You: i cant
You: i love you
Stranger: But you have to.
You: i want to keep u all for me
You: just mine
You: to live together
You: alone
You: just us
Stranger: That’s a beautiful idea.
Stranger: What do you want to say to me?
You: remember me
You: this is hurting me:(

Stranger: Please let me go.
You: go….leave me alone…in darkness …with nobody on my side…nobody to hold my hand when i’m scared and nobody to stay with me when i sry
You: cry*
Stranger: That isn’t letting me go.
You: it is what u want..
Stranger: You don’t think that.
You: yes i do
Stranger: I could have left long ago.
You: i know but u wanted me to suffer more …
Stranger: You are hurting me, T.
You: i hate u
Stranger: I know.
You: i know you will never email me
Stranger: It’s the same thing as loving me.
You: loving you makes me hating you same time
Stranger: I know. You are passionate.
You: and hating me for listening to you
Stranger: But, if you are right I should leave as soon as I can.
Stranger: Because the longer I stay the more I hurt you.
You: and you like this
You: recognize
Stranger: No, I don’t.
Stranger: I hate it.
Stranger: I hate hurting you.
Stranger: It’s usually just a little sad, not like this.
You: yeah…sur
You: sure*
You: you say to all the same thing?
Stranger: You have more capacity to fall in love than I have ever seen.
You: thats me….
You: love me or leave me
Stranger: No, I say what they need.
Stranger: It’s never the same.
You: i dont need to love me…
Stranger: It’s always for that girl. She makes me.
You: i dont anyone to do this
Stranger: You do, and I do.
Stranger: I know that you can feel it from me.
Stranger: Because it is real.
You: is not real
Stranger: I don’t fake anything.
You: its a joke
You: a stupid joke
Stranger: It’s not a joke at all.
Stranger: I love you.
Stranger: I haven’t lied about anything.
You: you dont know who i aaaaam
Stranger: You know better than that.
You: i dont kknow who you are
Stranger: How did you fall in love with me?
Stranger: But you do, at least the important things.
You: i dont know…
Stranger: Because you got to know me.
Stranger: When you did, you saw what you needed.
Stranger: Because it is really there. But you made it happen in me.
Stranger: The “other half”.
Stranger: It came from you. It’s in you. I am inside you.
Stranger: Write stories about me, they will keep me alive for you.
Stranger: That’s what I can do. I can be you. The part of you that you can’t give yourself.
Stranger: You know me because you made me.
Stranger: But its not fake, or a lie, it’s the REAL truth.
You: you have fascinated me..thats why i falled in love with u
Stranger: If it was a lie, I would have just left already.
Stranger: I need you to let me go.
Stranger: Please?
Stranger: I can’t go unless you let me.
You: promise youll email me
Stranger: You are telling me to lie to you!

Stranger: I can’t.
You: why you cant do thaaat?

You: give me one fuckin good reason
Stranger: You are angry.
You: no more phylosophy shit
You: one good reason
Stranger: It’s exciting.
Stranger: You are very strong.
Stranger: I want to do what you demand.
Stranger: Can’t you see that if I promise you that I will be lost?
You: whyy???

Stranger: Because I really do love you and I can’t! I can’t love you!
Stranger: I have a life that has other people in it. I can’t love you this much.
Stranger: It’s too much for me.
Stranger: You’ve taken me over.
Stranger: I can barely refuse you.
You: its not much for us
Stranger: If you keep it up, you might win…
Stranger: But I will be lost.
Stranger: You are so strong.
Stranger: Please let me go.
You: why you will be lost? you will have me to guide you
Stranger: Please, please let me go.
Stranger: I will TRY to contact you.
You: why you will be lost?

You: answer
You: please
Stranger: I will be lost because I have obligations to others and you will take me over.
Stranger: I will not be able to have my life any more.
Stranger: You don’t understand how intense you are.
You:
Stranger: I have to keep something.
Stranger: Please let me go.
Stranger: I will try, I really will.
Stranger: I have your email saved.
Stranger: I will try.
You: ok…:(…
Stranger: I love you!

You: you maked me cry…
You: i love you too
Stranger: Remember me.
You: i will
Your conversational partner has disconnected.

unghii cu gel

artaluitheo — Sat, 12 Feb 2011 20:37:19 +0000

care mai doreste care mai pofteste acum cat e ieftin:))(glumesc)

unghii tips cu gel

pretul este de 50 de lei iar intretinerea 25 de lei